Today I’m sitting here, the most favorite place in the
house. In room, on the desk with the forest view. Every evening I always spend
at least 10 minutes just to stand and to enjoy the silence. Sometimes, the
singing birds join me, as if they know that the melody that would trigger
my smile. How lucky I am... As lucky as
today for I will tell some shit to the birds about somebody whom I never knew
that he would be so important for me.
I have known this guy only less than 1000 days. I even
couldn’t remember how we have become so close. How we met, was also funny. The
first day we talked (6 hours and 17 minutes –my Skype Call History can prove
that-), we both agreed that we felt like we have already known each other for
years. I couldn’t agree more about that. And I was hypnotized by him. I skipped
to sleep that day, but guess what? I never felt that fresh in the next morning.
We started our friendship with stupid silly agreement, he is the boss and I’m
the maid. Dont blame him, it’s me who chose to be the maid.
Days by days, we
write, we talk, we share and we laugh more and more and more. He is funny,
silly, stupid sometimes, cocky and honest. I and almost all my friends who know
him will agree to say that he is not ugly, well okey, he is good looking. In my
eyes, he is flawless. But I’m always too proud and cocky to admit that. That
day, I talked to myself: “He’s too good to be true, Petsy. Stop dreaming and go
to work!”. Somehow, after I have known
him, my days are always great. I did my duties at work passionately, I did
sports spiritfully. He has brought good impact in my life. I whispered to
myself “I want to be his real maid!”. Hahaha...
One day, I told about him to somebody.
About how nice he is as a young man. But he said “Wake up! You are Petronela,
not Cinderella!”. That hit me up. Shit! That’s true!!
You all guys also think that’s true? Yes. That’s true. I’m
just Petronela, I’m not Cinderella. Cause I have my own story. The story which
I think even better than Cinderella story. Because it’s real and I’m the star. I
never dare to dream to have such a prince charming with his white horse. I’m
just an ordinary girl. I never consider myself pretty or sweet or cute. My
outer look is just normal, average..well maybe under average. But I’m always
proud for who I am. I’m fun, active, smart, fit, crazy, love to smile. And...
That’s all what I knew untill the day I met my Boss. He is the second person
who said that I have beautiful eyes. The first was my grandma. He said that I
have the sweetest smile. He said I have beautiful full lips. He said I have
cute small fingers. He passionately helped me to discover my beauty which I
even never realised. He makes me feel beautiful. The best boss whom I have ever
had.
Now we have been together for more and more days. I’m happy
for our togetherness. No. I’m more than just happy. Everybody who is close to
him will realize how special he is. How lucky they will feel because they know
him and have him as their friend. I’m sure everybody agrees when I say that he
can be best friend...and best boyfriend. Eventhough he sucks sometimes. His
parents, his sister, his friends, his ex girlfriends or anybody are lucky to
ever have him. But, with my most sincere heart, I must say, now I’m the
luckiest person who can be with him at the moment. Everybody can guarantee,
even God, that I would never get a better man, than him. His caring, his
patience, his support, his love for me are really un-measure-able.
He respects
me as a woman, he loves me as a girlfriend, he takes care of me as a diamond,
he treats me as a princess, he mocks me as a best friend. He makes me feel
beautiful. He adores my smile. He tolerates my flaws. He never gets angry when
I do mistakes, he hugs me tight indeed, and always says “Everything is okey,
cutie”. He never feels bored yet of my
old stupid jokes. He likes all the food I cook and always says “Lecker”. He
knows what I like and he respects what I dont like. He never misses to say “I
love you” every morning and asks me not to forget that. He cares about how I
feel. He asks everyday how I feel. He always assures that I feel fine. He loves
me. He needs me. He wants me. And SO DO I. He is my everything.
Once he said, "You have the honest boyfriend." And I have no doubt about that.
Thank you so much my baby! For giving me a space in your
heart to stay. I know I’m not perfect but trust me, I always try to be the best
as I can. Thank you for the king and queen for letting me be the princess and together
with their son, the prince. I’m happy to be a part of Schindowski’s. That’s the
biggest honor! And now.. Let’s write the chapters of our stories.
I'm proud to be yours, Timo! And I'll always be!
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6. Panggang pada suhu 250 derajat kurang lebih 15-20 menit. Atau sampe berwarna keemasan. Hehehe.. Maklum, chef gadungan jadi pake ilmu kira2. Hahaha..
